on Friday i was shared videos to you from instagram to whatsapp
friday to sunday you haven't checked yet my text,
before on wednesday you told me you will spend time with friends on weekend
today on Monday afternoon
you asked me how was my day?
i said my day been good and i asked how yours?
you told me your day not interesting
but had fun with friends on weekend
if you know my day still interesting when
text you or when you start text me first again
even if you aren't think the same
in time you dont text me also my day still interesting
my day at my job is interesting
its fun like play strategic and planning game
sometimes i have team player for working in team to solved cases
and my day with my hobby is interesting
its fun to create a legacy in form of painting, and clay figure and im so excited
to try another new arts, as human
i would like to left my legacy
so people can remember me when they saw
it
you make me realize that i always try to understand my family and friends also, but
can't force them if they dont feel that way from me
i have many homework to socialize even its about hang out with peoples
and since without you, iam learning to find myself , iam starting seeing bigger picture,
previously in 2 years my world is only about you and me
if you know i missed our past moments
when you trying help me for being positive self concious, and when i can share many things with you
i think for helping you also, to keep you still have positive concious when you feel down, pesimist or sad till you feel better and optimist again.
you told me before to remember 10 things makes me grateful when iam sad and 10 things focus in my surrounding when iam worry and told me that i can do thing i want,
iam trying to practice that, i hope you also
if you know in my eyes , you have some luck and blessed in life, i hope those are luck still with you and you can see that also and even you can see that, you might share to me if you feel down i would try to help with cheer you up, or companion to support or try to give you hug, advise or solution
even its only in my wish your energy and mood is rising when i tried to help, likewise when you are with friends and family i saw you seems so happy, had blast and forget your mood swing
if i cant make you forget your moody
at least i have tried my best and i also will tried for myself
hej hej me, take care ya
