Age Momentum

why human is so uniqe? 

we have mind and heart

we are ages in different stages

age of birthday 

age of soul

age of mind

age of mentality

we have different momentum time when we awake

there is some people still sleeping

i wonder what dream they have through

whether its beautiful nor nightmare

lucky me when i have nightmare and someone help awake me

or sometime some people awake then take a nap

there is a child in my soul even my birthday age is not toodler anymore

there is old person in my mind even iam not that old 

there is both child and old in my mentality 

i cry like baby when iam sad

i keep hold on even sometime its hurt inside

i forgot hurt feeling to heal then stand up

sometime feels tired even my bone still young

and the child inside bring me life to feel enjoyment and excitement

i dont want to lose all that part when i grow older on my birthday age

but i also want to do things and responsible of myself like an adult

be part of something in citizenship, 

when i was child, to be adult looks so cool

with their professions even im still confuse,

what will i become when i'm older ?