promises

when last time we have remember our promises? 

like a true man old times quote

how about a woman? 

perhaps it keep promises like a lady of house 

sometimes keep a promises its difficult

lady and gentlemen have many chores everyday 

at least both are trying

its start to put on important date

for anniversary today in 2024

its feast to celebrate important moment

lady will cook favorite meals 

but men its struggle to remember anniversary

he had think of work and his hobby can live in harmony 

lady is mad and dissapointed

its struggle to remind her husband for important date 

but she keeps be gentle and acceptance

a gentlemen sad he was forgot when he awake today

he trying to keep his words that put on his ring that date

he called his friend, he clueless of present 

but he meant for keep his promise

his friend think the same 

man of houses go to store before come home

he chosen flowers might lady like 

its not that late before its dinner time

he brings to home for suprise

lady open the door to welcome

she had forgiven him before

they enjoy meals on table together 

smile and struggle with kiddos

thats how they spent day

for every anniversary years

Bu yong

in 2012 Korean Drama 

in Jonseon era crown prince has a question

what is death but alive and live but death?

question to tease and the answer with sacrifice

" its lotus, your honour " she answer 

crown prince smile, he was happy and curious with her answer 

she is explaining a lotus circle of life 

its alive above water to be bloom

but it will drown in mud to born a new life 

for grown seed under water 

crown prince smile and said its right answer

then she asked for sweet fermented plum as reward

she ate with pain but she covered it

she walking confusing in palace to the pond

she wrote a letter 

she put her heart in it expect her lover to find it

then she drown herself with her deep feeling 

then crown prince travel time to modern era

he realize many things had changed

he tried to discover , adapt and learn

from the simple house in side city

a city light sparkling from the rooftop

a house when he met a woman 

first time he was treat her misstreat

he thought his status in Jonseon 

he many yell and depend on her to work for him

he has three musketeers with him living together

day by day be passed 

he learned to behave on her 

one moment a women thought to go back on foreign, she got pressure and threat from her sister

her life almost hopeless in her country

a place where she remind her father and her childhood 

a crown prince hold her to not to go

but in a clueless moment he mad to her

sometime they fought an argue

sometime they cheer and help to each other

their meeting journey bring him to its destiny

his purpose to take care of her for a lifetime

even they have seperated for 300 hundred years 

when they born again into new life 

they promises will still find each other 

their heart and memories will reminds with history

to reminds for their loving soul

in palace when love letter was found

there is historical of bu yong 

Kala Sore Kucing Merenung

semilir angin berhembus kencang di waktu sore

pintu dengan kawat-kawat membatasi pandangan

keramik pualam yang sejuk tempat merebah

merenung kucing kecil sambil memandang langit

waahh bagaimana dunia di balik pagar ini?

selalu ingin tahu, dari kandang ke kamar

dari kamar ke ruang depan, dari ruang depan ke ruang tamu

mencari tempat yang lebih luas untuk bermain dan tidur siang 

kucing kecil dengan perutnya yang terisi

melamun di sore hari

apakah ada padang luas yang berwarna hijau dengan langit yang elok?

atau padang tandus luas yang gersang dengan langit yang suram? 

dirumah aku kenyang dan nyaman

makanan sekarung sudah tersedia

tapi penasaranku melihat dunia,

akankah seluas kamar tidur atau ruang depan?

dapatkah banyak teman bermain bersama?

emak pernah bercerita banyak kucing liar di luar rumah 

emak sendiri berkeliaran diluar rumah seharian tapi setelahnya tidur seharian 

apa seliar itu dunia? 

aahh anginya sejuk buat ku makin ngantuk

tidur sebentar ah, nanti main lagi

Age Momentum

why human is so uniqe? 

we have mind and heart

we are ages in different stages

age of birthday 

age of soul

age of mind

age of mentality

we have different momentum time when we awake

there is some people still sleeping

i wonder what dream they have through

whether its beautiful nor nightmare

lucky me when i have nightmare and someone help awake me

or sometime some people awake then take a nap

there is a child in my soul even my birthday age is not toodler anymore

there is old person in my mind even iam not that old 

there is both child and old in my mentality 

i cry like baby when iam sad

i keep hold on even sometime its hurt inside

i forgot hurt feeling to heal then stand up

sometime feels tired even my bone still young

and the child inside bring me life to feel enjoyment and excitement

i dont want to lose all that part when i grow older on my birthday age

but i also want to do things and responsible of myself like an adult

be part of something in citizenship, 

when i was child, to be adult looks so cool

with their professions even im still confuse,

what will i become when i'm older ?