Yet to remember

we called we have same passion 

enthusiasm and excitement

we never missed a day 

without call each others

morning, to afternoon , to the night 

we are often sleep side each other 

even when i saw you inside the box

i felt your existences

you are  always there with me 

we are talking, laughing and crying over movie 

we are hugging , cuddling and kissing

i love the way you are did it

when you said thinking about me, 

when you are need me by your side

when you missed me 

when you loved me 

when its time we are in perfectly relationship

we are dealing with argue

we are dealing with conflict

different mind and opinion 

i still jealous of any girls

i don't want you having by anyone else but me 

all that perfect relationship begin to faded 

time is decreasing , you spent most of time without me 

you texted me less and replied me longer

you can spend time with your friends for hours but only 1 to 1,5 hours call me

i deal with your new schedule of your university 

but your love faded to me

i don't know and i don't understand 

begin less say love nor missed me 

something that used to we say that mostly everyday, 

love for each day, i thought lesser saying love 

will make the love it self special but its not 

saying love everyday is better showing and gratitude of love 

i start felt lonely, even when talking with you, your soul like is not with me

you are not felt excited, or enthusiast 

you start in moody, feeling tired 

i tried to give you my energy 

positive vibes as you always do for me before 

i tried but seems you don't need my energy 

more you felt down more you away from me 

how supposed i do for you? 

i know we are thousand miles away 

but can i do something to put smile in your face again? 

that smile that i adore 

and i love i have lost it 

it changes and you confirmed it everyone could be change

but what happened? it supposed to be something happened?

you start saying iam hurting you and accuse you with someone new 

and be mad saying iam talking bad about your friend relationship

but why you offended of her? and stand by her? 

and telling me you asked her to your best friend birthday when you know im jealousy

i sensed you think of her differently

you blame me being mad all the time 

but iam mad of time you change

mad of girl you close with

you losing me so easy when i gave up to hold you , you said want to break up in friendly way

you are crying in moment 

but after you seems okay without me 

while i felt knive stab me 

so hurt , sometimes there is stone in my heart 

i tried to deal , im looking for activities 

but in moment im alone thats still there 

this feeling for love and missing you

why you change ? its on my mind everytime

even when you bored , we can do something else to make it fun again

when you need time for your activities , you can say you need time but will reach me after because you missed me

when you with your friends, you can still check for look after me a while because you think of me

but when you lost love for me 

how it possible to make you love me again? 

but did i have value to be loved ? 

i have begged for your time 

but it shouldn't for your love 

obsession will hurt me once it just one side 

they say time will healed 

we might healed but not memories

all these lovely memories haunted me 

this might me fallen over again 

my dearest and sweet and soft and cheerful we are

this memories are cursed and fortune in same time 

i have blessed to have this memories before it turn to hate and just hurt 

feeling to be fullest loved 

and fullest cared by someone before it ends

love i have never imagined 

my sorrow only to meet you in person

there is rope tied and hope is align to be unity as we are together 

but now you weren't mine 

and iam not yours 

still that rope tied on you ? 

or you set it free?

why dont you contact me? 

still there is hope on me 

have you think its totally end?

or is it just temporary end ?

and waiting for new beginning

new chapter , new story and memories 

between you and me 

is there any comeback?