Winter Woods

someday in the coldest winter i ever had
i met someone , the guy with the cold eyes who is knock my door
he seems so poorly , he has no souls , he stare at me with empty eyes
but his eyes told me that how many hurt he has passed
i let him in , i give him name winter
cause i found him in winter and his eyes freeze me
day by day i trough the day with him
teach him everything about being alive
listened him what his past
the darkest life about lost and lonely
and then make his story as my tale
the seeds that he put in his heart
which pump his blood to the lung
makes him step by step blooming
he change like the tree in summer
the woods of branch that gives warmth in winter
his eyes keeps freeze me
but not with him now
he give his bloom to let me be as his favorites flower
beat my heart till i got attack
spread the red tomatoes on my cheeks
he is my winter in the summer
the winter woods

*this poetry based on love story between jane and winter which title winterwoods in webtoon by menhwa

Express-U

tasted you

the way you makes stand whole day

keep the adrenaline still turning on

the heart beat so fast

addicted on your caffeine effect

relax just what em feelin

get rid of all load, all tired
can feel small of a peace

smells you

inhale deep in every breath

adore you  in ur warmth

want you in morning
for give the strenght

to start the day 

enjoy you with cup of cupcakes

then  also need you at night
to keep awake from the nightmares

no matter you dark and draker in your past 

bitter with lil sweetness and sour

that was really perfect for me

A cup of my espresso

dentingan piano bersama hening

irama yang mengalun indah

nada nada yang mengalir sempurna 

tak ada satu pun not yang melesat

semua apik membentuk sebuah lantunan abad 19

spring waltz

sementara seorang gadis

duduk dalam ruang tanpa gema

tanpa suara
bersandar pada perlabuhanya

sang pria selesai dengan iramanya

kembali menatap si gadis

tersenyum simpul di sudut bibirnya

lalu kembali memulai iramanya

historia de amor

menjadi lantunan berikutnya

membawa kesebuah ruang
dimana hanya ada sang pria , gadis dan piano

menjadi saksi bisu bersama hening

Dear Rain

Dear rain,..

today was heavy rain 

with the thunder and little storm

then out of the window wind blow so fast

rub the branch of the leaves

and knocking hard on the rooftop 

makes some melody of the dramatic rain song

you also changed the sky become so dark

like you gonna eat the sun forever

and there are no light after it

only cold and teardrops fallin

today was the day feel the darkness in the rain

which bring of memories

to the part of something  that never understand

between favorites and hates

like  adore your dark

adore your thunder

and adore your storm

but thats all that was caused of the affraidness

that might be sick anytime
could be hurt sometimes

and finally the tears fallin becomes your existences

Wind

Wind..

when it touch me softly
On My face 
I love to feel it on my skin 
Wind..
The flow which blow my hair
My messy hair
Then i close my eyes to feel fresh
And let wind to show me the way to go trough 
Wind..
Blow the seeds become flowers
Blow the fall leaves 
Bring away
To another side of world
To survive and growth the life
Wind..
Your beauty is hidden
No one can see you
But you always there
Give your touch to feel better
Heal the sickness of unhappiness
Bring away of pain
Away to forget the sadness

3 words

3 words
That only I hold now
In every second in my heart
Every pray that I wish
I keep it in my deep down heart
Scream of it load many times
In my quite
In My silent
My brain sometimes like stuck
Only works for think about it
And my lips
Never stop smiling
Connected with my brain
I never know this words will be so hard to say again
I let my attention reflect it
How much I have feelings
How much those 3 words that I wanna say
That was increased all time
Now here
In my romance poetry
I let pull it out
What are words always inside me
That always haunted me
Day and night
Sun and rain
Between my sadness and happiness
That was i really do !
" I loved you "

Dancing princess

Around of the leaves
A princess dancing alone
Above the sun and the sky as audience
Wearing the red dress
And beautiful hair
Following the song of the sing from heart
Dancing and dancing
Right and left
Then rotate to show the dress open
She's like won't stop
She's feel alive when dancing
She's loving to take her breath when she's moving
She's keep on dancing
The princess still on shining
With her smile
Her happiness
When she's loving
And decide to keep going

20 !

Its 20 !

Everybody said to me 

for being mature
Be grown up
Just left the childish behind
Something that i thought
Its my beginning
The start of my dreams
My first step
Being the part of the world people
Hey! No time to crawl
Too slow for walk
Just run and hold the sky
Feel the wind blow my hair
Feel my breath beating fast
And my eyes keep on straight
Its 20 !
Time to make a change
Let my idea spread up
Its 20 !
The future calling
To makes me believe
That my dreams will be comes true
Its 20 !
Less crying
Just do it
Its 20 !
Less complaining
Just trought it
Keeping fight on i believe in

Retakan

Menyadari bahwa beton itu keras
Namun tak sekeras baja
Tetap mudah dihancurkan
Hingga sisa puing puing,
Sekali ketok
Dengan hantaman palu besar
Membuat retakanya membesar
Jika kepala bagai beton
Dan lidah bagai palu
Layaknya berusaha kuat
Menyusun balok betonya
Beranggap pada benteng
Yang tak terkalahkan
Pasir pasir hitam
Serta debu debu  kapur
yang membentuknya
Mengeraskanya
Dan terkadang hancur dengan palunya sendiri